Hello Me

Hello, October 2023.

Len said I should write down my goals. I know I should. And I could come up with so many excuses why I haven't gotten around to it. But, here I am now, putting words down for posterity.

This is the longest I have been without a 9-5 job, and I have been adjusting to it. I panic once in a while because I feel I should be doing something. I am earning, but inflation does catch up with everyone.

I recently started a gig that I am all too familiar with. But something feels different. It does not feel right. My head and heart are in a different place now. It's jarring to realize. I was surprised by my reaction to it all.

So now I'm thinking I should be starting on our plans. And that elicits a different sort of panic. Maybe that should be my first goal: 'Do. Not. Panic.'

Anyhow, I feel better putting something down. Even if it's just pure mental vomit. Have not done this in a while. Welcome home, I guess.


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